He gave it a name

God has been telling me for months "be patient." Because he was not really giving any hints, I have struggled with the waiting. I have tried to keep my eyes on him and strapped on my listening ears as He has prepared my heart for what He was about to reveal.

The destination of the journey came into clear sight last night. The pain that I had last week was the extraction of my independent spirit. There is still some work to be done, but with a diagnosis it is easier to understand the treatment plan. The rest of journey could be harder than the process of arriving at this point. The good news is that now I realize where my guide is leading me.