I am asking and listening, but God is just telling me "Be patient." I am just feeling way too anxious for what he has planned for me. My anxiety is stirred up by the fear of this thought- what if he tells me what to do and I am not listening.

This is the thought pattern I have been listening to in my mind. So, I prayed about it and faithful God give me yet another word to calm my spirit. What a good Dad.

Philippians 4:6-7
6Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.